Now Playing - Heaven - Big Bang
24/7 heaven, let`s go~
If only I could be. I love this song, it makes me half want to lose myself in the music.
The last week or so have been great I think.
I got to see Alice and Evie. Those girls are like my breath of fresh air to keep me in check. ACE!
Did I mention Alice's mum is the best cook ever? My tummy orgasms at the thought of her food. And her family is just woah. Her brother is like a fluffy lollipop.
The on Friday went out with Irina and Xue. They`re so lovely =) Also saw Annie and JP, who are Year 12 awesomeness (Well, Annie is. JP not so sure). Then that night I suppose I got ker-fuffled? Just a mess of jealousy and envy really.
But then today, before dance, I got scared and cowardly when faced with the source of my problems =/ Luckily dance helped me calm down. That contemporary stuff relly helps. That an improvisation choreography. I had this full adrenaline rush when showing stuff and it`s just...extremely nerve racking.
I`m glad I did it cuz it just helped my confidence alot more =)
Also, I`ve realised lately how much I`v ehcanged. And I`mnot sure whetehr I liek it or not. I`ve become detached from Hui and Belle and everyone. But at the same time, I feel more confident. Whch I think is bad cuz then i`m turning into those bimbo airheads.
Please, don`t let me get that stupid.
I need to vent my jealousy and anger at myself in another outlet other than being depressed. That and food ><"
Way to make friends.
Way to be nice.
Way to make myself feel better.
Way to be selfish.
Way to get noticed, a deer in headlights?
Way to get frustrated.
Think i`ll go chill out with some dance before it affects someone else.
//.0019.24082008.end
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Sunday, August 3, 2008
R for Replay
Now Playing - Too Much (Club Remix) - Crown J & Seo In Young
I think that as you may have noticed, i`ve scrapped the P`s, they annoyed me and scrutinised my brain.
Gosh, what is with people and the acronym lol?
I dislike the many uses of the word.
1) 'lol' as a conversation filler/killer
Addressing this issue of the word lol, not as a 'laugh out loud' but as a word in agreement is evil. Why BOTHER replaying if you`re not going to give a decent reply?
2) lol...
When you laugh, you LAUGH OUT LOUD, not laugh out loud... It`s a humourous thing, that`s why you open your mouth and laugh, not open you mouth and given an awkward half smile/half laugh to be polite.
3) lol?
This use of the word makes me the most angry. The use of it in this sense degrades me. You don`t laugh with a question mark. If it`s funny you lol, if i`ts not, you change topic and move on. What if it was just a comment on somethign with the intent on not being remotely funny, You don`t "lol?" and make everyone feel like an idiot. Same with if someone cracks a mega lame joke, you lol?-ing doesn`t help anything. By doing this, you degrade the person! Tellign them that you get it, and it`s not funny, you could easily have just changed topic end of discussion. Or laughed at the person, not the joke.
Gosh, and I could go on, but I`m so exhausted and tired already.
This is all thanks to my affectionately labelled 'brickboy' whose vocabulary consists and is limited to lol?, lol...,yeh, thanks, true and nm.
You`d think that such a brainless lemming wouldn`t exist in the form of a human attending school , but no he just proved society`s level is dropping.
Like quoted from conversations on msn, brickboy is like one of those frustraing skilltesters, it`s a 1 in 800 chance baby. So stop wasting your time and money on that stupid thign and get onto somethign liek the crocodile bashings; soemthign you and can win at by cheating =D
Gah, i`m tired night.
//0046.03082008.end
I think that as you may have noticed, i`ve scrapped the P`s, they annoyed me and scrutinised my brain.
Gosh, what is with people and the acronym lol?
I dislike the many uses of the word.
1) 'lol' as a conversation filler/killer
Addressing this issue of the word lol, not as a 'laugh out loud' but as a word in agreement is evil. Why BOTHER replaying if you`re not going to give a decent reply?
2) lol...
When you laugh, you LAUGH OUT LOUD, not laugh out loud... It`s a humourous thing, that`s why you open your mouth and laugh, not open you mouth and given an awkward half smile/half laugh to be polite.
3) lol?
This use of the word makes me the most angry. The use of it in this sense degrades me. You don`t laugh with a question mark. If it`s funny you lol, if i`ts not, you change topic and move on. What if it was just a comment on somethign with the intent on not being remotely funny, You don`t "lol?" and make everyone feel like an idiot. Same with if someone cracks a mega lame joke, you lol?-ing doesn`t help anything. By doing this, you degrade the person! Tellign them that you get it, and it`s not funny, you could easily have just changed topic end of discussion. Or laughed at the person, not the joke.
Gosh, and I could go on, but I`m so exhausted and tired already.
This is all thanks to my affectionately labelled 'brickboy' whose vocabulary consists and is limited to lol?, lol...,yeh, thanks, true and nm.
You`d think that such a brainless lemming wouldn`t exist in the form of a human attending school , but no he just proved society`s level is dropping.
Like quoted from conversations on msn, brickboy is like one of those frustraing skilltesters, it`s a 1 in 800 chance baby. So stop wasting your time and money on that stupid thign and get onto somethign liek the crocodile bashings; soemthign you and can win at by cheating =D
Gah, i`m tired night.
//0046.03082008.end
Saturday, June 7, 2008
P is for Pain
Now Playing - This Time - Wonder Girls
So, exams finished.
What can I say, over the period of time that i haven`t written...so much has happened.
To really summarised it all up; I`ve lived.
Exams have become a predominant time in my life; the stress and stress is quite unecessary. I have a tendency, as I have realised over the last fortnight, that I stress too much and do nothing about it. As my mum says, I am "All talk and no action."
I swear from the word exam being mentioned; I was stressed. I planned and (surprisingly kept to) going to the State Library every single day. Let`s say that if I was to allocate periods of time and break down my exam schedule, librarying would take up a three-eighths of my time. That`s A LONG TIME. And to my lovely friends who managed to put up with me for the duration of that "studying" (mainly composed of distraction); THANK YOU. That is Xue, Shona, Sophia and Jackie.
GAHH. cutting this short, I have to go now.
I hate these unfinished things.
//.0033. 08062008.end
So, exams finished.
What can I say, over the period of time that i haven`t written...so much has happened.
To really summarised it all up; I`ve lived.
Exams have become a predominant time in my life; the stress and stress is quite unecessary. I have a tendency, as I have realised over the last fortnight, that I stress too much and do nothing about it. As my mum says, I am "All talk and no action."
I swear from the word exam being mentioned; I was stressed. I planned and (surprisingly kept to) going to the State Library every single day. Let`s say that if I was to allocate periods of time and break down my exam schedule, librarying would take up a three-eighths of my time. That`s A LONG TIME. And to my lovely friends who managed to put up with me for the duration of that "studying" (mainly composed of distraction); THANK YOU. That is Xue, Shona, Sophia and Jackie.
GAHH. cutting this short, I have to go now.
I hate these unfinished things.
//.0033. 08062008.end
Saturday, April 19, 2008
P is for Personal Discovery
Now Playing: I`m Sorry - Gummi feat. TOP
Wow, it seems like such a long time ago I updated.
Well there`s alot of stuff to keep on about. There was Outward Bound and then the start of the holidays. More on OB than holidays, seeing as now i`m stuck in the middle of a flu period.
So OB...an experience I don`t think I can forget. There were times I loved, and there were times I hated, but on reflection I think it`s something that is good for personal discovery (excuse the cliched term) but very challenging at the same time.
What do you get when you have a teacher, 17 pc girls, a crazy instructor by the name of Ned in the middle of nowhere for 10 days?
That`s the essence of Outward Bound.
My camp group consisted of moi, Nomez, Emhalse, Sam, Bry, Caitlin, Ellie G, Steph Sims, Lara, Anna, Sophie G, Nikki, Dim, Nell, Sarah, Clare and Georgia. With the excepion of 2 people at certain times, I think I have an AWESOME time with everyone. I really got to know alot more about the people, which was great becasue I wouldn`t usually talk so much to them in school becasue of social cliques or classes. I have so many good memories of camp, my favourite would be the night everyone just looked up at the stars. There was a rocky plateau and a clearing, so perfect stargazing time. But overall the landscape durign the whole camp was beautiful; whether it was at the top of Woolbale Hill (Or the Mt Everest of Walpole as we like to call it) or the scenic walk near the coast of and on Mandalay Beach. The land was so diverse; you could get the strectches of sand dunes, the hike through pure hilly bush, coastal areas and everything. I swear it was amazing how beautiful it was. Enough of me babbling, you have to get out there to appreciate and know what I mean.
I have to admit that it wouldn`t have been enjoyable without the people there. To have Naomi and Emma there for support was great and Anna, that girl is great. Whenever it was getting depressign throughout hiking, her singing or reciting of Disney favourites or musical numbers from Sweeney Todd were just a delight. And that memorable asian hug, ants in my pants or 'prostitues are smarter cuz they get paid" was fantastic; no doubt a winner comeback. The HEY EMMA, HEY WHAT?, INTRODUCE YOURSELF, NO WAY, INTRODUCE YOURSELF, OKAY, 1 2 3 4 5 MY NAME`S EMMA AND I SAY HI, 6 7 8 9 10 NOW BACK IT UP AND MEET MY FRIEND was stuck in my brain for ages. Nikki and Emma`s version of that cheer in washing machine and microwave and the Jesus dance was memorable too.
But most fun would have to be the last night when Naomi, Sam, Bry, Em and I had a psycho night before sleeping. Whether it was the *cue low voice* "Hey Schnookums" or "I`d tap that", the laughter generated from Sam was unbelievable. Even worse was the Bush greetings, her laughter was so....O__O Normal people, when they laugh too much get into the silent double over laughing.
Sam just gets louder. o___o
Surviving dirt, fatigue and rain were only part of the deal. Bugs were a huge factor during camp; it was like we got attacked by midgies, mosquitoes, ticks and worst of all, giagntic mutant ants. Well, not he mutant but, but they were unnaturally big. An unfortunate incident was a "NIKKI DON`T LOOK" ants-in-my-pants incident. When ants bite your ass and they are in your pants. it`s a bitch. and it`s not pleasant when you have to half dack to apply stingos and everyones attention is drawn onto you as well as their million headlights, laughing at you. Looking back, it was hilarious, but humiliating at the same time.
Most fo the time, the food during camp was good, having lovely variation of pasta classics; carbonara stir fry, beachside carbonara, tortillas etc. the list goes on, while the addiction to the donut jam and vegemite was (no comment) o____________o Unfortunately we did have or share of bad food; the nights with rice were a disaster; us having the delight of risotto de carbon; a blend of uncooked and burnt rice simmered with a stirfry of well cooked vegetables. A generous helping of soya sauce to garnish also.
The most fun part was the journey back to Walpole and then to Perth. When we descended onto Walpole, it was as if bogan invasion had occurred. There were girls in dirty flannel shirts and camo pants with dishevelled hair running around Walpole, flooding the businesses with grunts of I WANT THAT ONE. I had a generous helping of fat while I was there; chips, vanilla slice, sausage roll and an eclair. Oh yummmmm.
Unfortunately that`s when the adventure more or less ends, as the return back to civilisation brought the deferalisation of Cassii and she was slap bang back to normal within a week.
Nights as I gotta go now.
//.2029.19042008.end
Wow, it seems like such a long time ago I updated.
Well there`s alot of stuff to keep on about. There was Outward Bound and then the start of the holidays. More on OB than holidays, seeing as now i`m stuck in the middle of a flu period.
So OB...an experience I don`t think I can forget. There were times I loved, and there were times I hated, but on reflection I think it`s something that is good for personal discovery (excuse the cliched term) but very challenging at the same time.
What do you get when you have a teacher, 17 pc girls, a crazy instructor by the name of Ned in the middle of nowhere for 10 days?
That`s the essence of Outward Bound.
My camp group consisted of moi, Nomez, Emhalse, Sam, Bry, Caitlin, Ellie G, Steph Sims, Lara, Anna, Sophie G, Nikki, Dim, Nell, Sarah, Clare and Georgia. With the excepion of 2 people at certain times, I think I have an AWESOME time with everyone. I really got to know alot more about the people, which was great becasue I wouldn`t usually talk so much to them in school becasue of social cliques or classes. I have so many good memories of camp, my favourite would be the night everyone just looked up at the stars. There was a rocky plateau and a clearing, so perfect stargazing time. But overall the landscape durign the whole camp was beautiful; whether it was at the top of Woolbale Hill (Or the Mt Everest of Walpole as we like to call it) or the scenic walk near the coast of and on Mandalay Beach. The land was so diverse; you could get the strectches of sand dunes, the hike through pure hilly bush, coastal areas and everything. I swear it was amazing how beautiful it was. Enough of me babbling, you have to get out there to appreciate and know what I mean.
I have to admit that it wouldn`t have been enjoyable without the people there. To have Naomi and Emma there for support was great and Anna, that girl is great. Whenever it was getting depressign throughout hiking, her singing or reciting of Disney favourites or musical numbers from Sweeney Todd were just a delight. And that memorable asian hug, ants in my pants or 'prostitues are smarter cuz they get paid" was fantastic; no doubt a winner comeback. The HEY EMMA, HEY WHAT?, INTRODUCE YOURSELF, NO WAY, INTRODUCE YOURSELF, OKAY, 1 2 3 4 5 MY NAME`S EMMA AND I SAY HI, 6 7 8 9 10 NOW BACK IT UP AND MEET MY FRIEND was stuck in my brain for ages. Nikki and Emma`s version of that cheer in washing machine and microwave and the Jesus dance was memorable too.
But most fun would have to be the last night when Naomi, Sam, Bry, Em and I had a psycho night before sleeping. Whether it was the *cue low voice* "Hey Schnookums" or "I`d tap that", the laughter generated from Sam was unbelievable. Even worse was the Bush greetings, her laughter was so....O__O Normal people, when they laugh too much get into the silent double over laughing.
Sam just gets louder. o___o
Surviving dirt, fatigue and rain were only part of the deal. Bugs were a huge factor during camp; it was like we got attacked by midgies, mosquitoes, ticks and worst of all, giagntic mutant ants. Well, not he mutant but, but they were unnaturally big. An unfortunate incident was a "NIKKI DON`T LOOK" ants-in-my-pants incident. When ants bite your ass and they are in your pants. it`s a bitch. and it`s not pleasant when you have to half dack to apply stingos and everyones attention is drawn onto you as well as their million headlights, laughing at you. Looking back, it was hilarious, but humiliating at the same time.
Most fo the time, the food during camp was good, having lovely variation of pasta classics; carbonara stir fry, beachside carbonara, tortillas etc. the list goes on, while the addiction to the donut jam and vegemite was (no comment) o____________o Unfortunately we did have or share of bad food; the nights with rice were a disaster; us having the delight of risotto de carbon; a blend of uncooked and burnt rice simmered with a stirfry of well cooked vegetables. A generous helping of soya sauce to garnish also.
The most fun part was the journey back to Walpole and then to Perth. When we descended onto Walpole, it was as if bogan invasion had occurred. There were girls in dirty flannel shirts and camo pants with dishevelled hair running around Walpole, flooding the businesses with grunts of I WANT THAT ONE. I had a generous helping of fat while I was there; chips, vanilla slice, sausage roll and an eclair. Oh yummmmm.
Unfortunately that`s when the adventure more or less ends, as the return back to civilisation brought the deferalisation of Cassii and she was slap bang back to normal within a week.
Nights as I gotta go now.
//.2029.19042008.end
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