Woo, It`s been a while since I last updated. School and hoemwork has taken over my life sadly.
I really think that today I`ll skip the Singapore thing and put it off until next time when I have the time.
These last few days I haven`t been up to much seeing as it`s pretty much a mix of stressing about the dinner dance, homework, year 11 in general, Chinese New Year and dance. Seriously gotta sort stuff out and take things a little slower.
Try Smiling - Daesung
Yup, Mlife pretty much sucks . I hear you asking; It`s CNY! Why does that suck?
Answer: Do you see anyone to celebrate that with? I mean I lvoe my family and all, but 15 days of celebration seems a bit much for 4 people who already ahve to live together =/
There are so many thigns on my mind lately to do with school. Chem, Physics, G&T, IC, Lit and Art I have to deal with the massive amount of homework across a broad selection of revision topics to get into the year. It`s crazy, theyfit revision of last year into a nutshell of 10 minutes. And I forgot all of that stuff >__<. I mean that alone is already killing me and now I have to deal with my friends and the dinner dance.
In the holidays before school started, there were countless dance rehersals and classes to make, and going out with a couple of friends.
I went to play badminton with Evie, Fel and Alice which kind of turned out kind of disastrous becauseof the fact we can`t play it for nuts and we ended up going on a day where there was a social club playing on the same day. After I went to the city with Fel cuz I had dance, it was surprisingly so myuch better than I was originally expecting seeing as before there was alot of tension and awkwardness because of the Devin-Evie thing. I still dunno what`s hppening since then, but meh...I hoep they work it out. Fel and I actually got on pretty well, so I was happy about that. Dance was a killer, spanning from 1:30 till 5pm without any breaks. I nearly died >__<
After that it was learning the fan dance and stuff, so hung out with Hui and La'Belle alot while learnign the dance. Luckily for me, school started then and I have to admit it wasn`t off to a great start.
그래도 좋아 - SeeYa
Orientation itself was okay, but me and Naomi kind of agreed it was just filled with Bethany.
After the weekend back on Monday though, She did a complete 180 on me and was ignoring me, preferring to hang out with Bethany. I mean, I was feeling pretty pissed off already because of the new classes; not beign in many classes with many people or havign certain teachers and stuff.
yes I`m moody liek that, but seriously, don`t do the 180 on me and then ignore me. I`ll just get pissed and hold a silly grudge on you =)
Well then I just hung out with Hoft which was pretty funny seeign as we were going completely psycho during physics making fun of the fact our teacher was playing a bobby pin when he had no hair, how he spits on the whiteboard to show us power or he was just GODDAMN FUNNY. I could rant on all day about him, but I won`t, just because he makes me tired. He talks for 50 mintues of the lesson on topics which have to relevance and actually teaches us in the last 15 minutes.
요즘 나는 - SeeYa & HongKi from FT Island <33
But mainly the first day wasn`t good just becasue of the whole Naomi-Bethany thing. Bethany was doing some major suck up seeing as Naomi foundher a date for the dinner dance. I don`t blame her. I would too. But Naomi grah!
Luckily I`ve gotton over it the last day or so because I just haven`t got time to be angry. There are sooo many other thigns that are worth stressing over than this.
Year 11 is way too different; it`s liek starting afresh all over again so I`m not comfortable yet.
To tell you the truth I can`t even begin to order my week because everythign is a blur.
Topics stressing me out;
Dance: Dance is slowly takign over my life. I have to learn new dances or perfect old onee and I haven`t had time to practice. I mean I could be practicing now but I seriously need a break from it all to get things in line. And I have good reason to worry seeign as my performance for CNY is tomorrow. Sorry social life; Cassii`s weekend is fully booked with CNY performances. But I have to admit I lvoe dance. I dunno whether it`s the dance that`s good or the people. I think it`s a combination of both though. When I hang out with Tai-Ling, Mushu, Hui, La'Belle etc, it`s just so fun. We go psycho like nothing else and feel good about it. It`s rather liberating?
How Gee - Big Bang
Dinner Dance: GAH!!! THIS IS KILLING MEEEEEE. I ahev everythign sorted except for a date. Which I might add is FREAKIGN COMPULSORY. jenn bailed out on me, which I already knew was a HUGE mistake. So I have to clear this one up soon. I think I`ll need Xue`s help on this one. Updates I will give.
Homework: OMG. SO MANY SUBJECTS. ALL of them give the same massive amounts of hoemwork or commitments. Physics is reading up on 3 chaters in a heavy ass book, Chem being a write ups on 2 experiments, IC - every class a new set of questions for hoemwork, G&T - same as IC, Art - Nudes o___O and a whole afternoon to appreciate them, drawing them, Lit; Can I just say the Archbishop of Canterbury in Shakespeare`s Henry V has wayyyy too much to say, a speech taking up 1 and a half pages. And I haven`t mentioned the volleybeall commitment or the fact that B&V actually requires you to pay attention this year.
Friends: They`ve been pretty sweet to me this year. I`m actually pretty content right now at this moment with how everythign is turnign out. I relaly don` care much for Naomi right now, seeign as I`m seeming to hang out alot more with Xue and Sophia not to mention Emma. And plus there haven`t been any fights so far. But I`m getting a bit annoyed at Rebecca...I donn`t know why. It`s really awkward with her becasue we don`t talk much but we have so many classes together and also she tags along with me alot. I can understand seeign as we hang out in the same gruop and all...but do I really need too, trying not to sound too much like a whiny bitch right now?
Chinese New Year: It`s nto so much of a worry, but it`s more of a busy thing. I loved goign otu with Theresa jie for dinner to catch upp on New Years Eve and receiving red packets and all, but my hoemwork is starting to suffer becasue of that. Don`t get me wrong, I ADORE Chiense New year, but the timing sucks. It`s really true abuot events coming in in waves and all. But my CNY is all dance this year. The thigns I do for my own personal satisfaction...sighhh.
This Fool - Wonder Girls
I`ve also been pretty tuned out lately, obsessing over so many new thigns.
I`m officially obsessed with crowns, earrings, pandas, ink, Daesung <3>
Gah, I don`t even knwo what to say now and it`s gettign late so I should go.
Sweet dreamx & night.
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