Now Playing - Fiesta (Daishi Dance Remix) - Daishi Dance Vs Clazziquai
Woo. I LOVE LIFE.
It`s amazing, Im` on a complete high right now about how everything is going.
I don`t care that I have a stack of homework to do, or that life sucked for me a week ago.
EVERYTHING HAS BEEN GREAT.
It`s funny hwo things can change within a small amount of time.
I was talking to Jackie on MSN, complaining how life sucked, and I was in a bad mood, she also agreeing. I listed all the reasons I was unhappy, and usrpirisingly, within 5 minutes, it all changed. I saw how small the world was, discovering new connections, my family suddenly turned happy and good, eating lychee (small things make me happy) and planning of stuff for the weekend.
And then it got good. Wednesday afternoon after my physics progress test, whihch turned out to be better than expected, I went with Jackie to the State library and met some smart person called Edward, who helped with my EPW. YAY. G&T out of the way and FINI~ Got shouted bbt <33>
Thursday after school had a Life drawing workshop and did raelly well with my works. Experiemtnign with pastels and charcoal did wonders for me. Funny moments with the discussions of biscuits still stay in my mind "Stop beign racist towards the orange biscuits! You know, if I was to be reincarnated into a biscuit, I wouldn be an orange one!" The question still stands; why are the orange biscuits always the last ones left,a nd why am I the only one who eats them?
Firday, had the day off school cuz of mid term break, so I went out to Caro withNaomi. I suprisingly had lot sin common with Naomi in terms of clothing likes, despite us wearing completely different thigns. Got 5 buck sunnies from Ice (SALE =3) and fell in lvoe with hoodies and cardigans. Later we went and watched Juno. I WANT TO MARRY MICHAEL CERA. He`s reall charismatic in Juno as Paulie Bleaker. Tanfastic liners in the film, "They have fingers!", "All babies want to get borned!" or "this is one doodle that can`t be undid, homeskillit". It was a really cute movie, me lving that ending which was sweet as. Ellen Page as Juno was perfect, she suited the role well as a witty smart teenager. And the movie handles the prickly subject of abortion really well in a quirky dry humoured sense. Music was great; I`m so gettign some of those tracks.
Later went hoem and went out AGAIN to watch My Neighbour Totoro by the foreshore as part of the Arts Festival Floatign Films. Was such a cute movie. I love it. >w<>
Saturday morning, me and Fajah went out to buy stuff for OB >__< *shudder* Later, rushed for the train and met Jackie and Annie on the way to dance in NB. Got bbt from Utopia and saw Tai-Ling like a hobo outside the dance hall. Hobo-ed with her which was fun. Poor kid has a cold and not that much of a happy chappy. Everyone was late for dance and so Tai Ling, me and Hui and Aggie just mucked around and talking about how we like bread so much. To sum that conversation up "Bread is Heaven." Love Hui for working at Brumbys <33 vera =")">
Got home and got ready to go to Tinga's bday. Rocked up, not knowing anyone by Rach and Tinga himself, so that was...interesting. Spazzed over various celebrities with new people Jada, Shirley and Jodie. Tinga DOES NOT look like Rain. The party itself was alritte taking into the accoutn that I didn`t know anyone. Talked to Shirley alot and found out she`s insanely good at piano. Jodie`s a funny girl, so high but damn pretty. Another good pianist, forgot his name self learns. SO GOOD. I only really started havign fun when everyone expcet for good pianist guy, rach, Tinga and me were left. There was some Indian guy who was teachign me some Bollywood moves which was fun, but good painist guy is pretty good at dancing, knowing how to do some tricks. Have to practice =) Tinga has an insane music room which has an AWESOME sounds system. I want to LIVE in that room, as it adjoins a really nice balcony. Rich bastard =D But good tiems, good times.
So that leads me to today. I feel so happy at the moment, like as if my heart is about to burst open beacue there`s too much happiness. Ask why I have so much happiness? FACEBOOK. Nuff said. I LOVE it. Pictures from Shanghai make me want to go back though. It`s like a constant rucsh of nostalgia evertime I see my dance crew.
This for you guys: I LOVE YOU ALL <33.>
Whether it`s Mushu`s wave picture at Ms Chinatown or everyone excited in costumes from Kang Ding. I`m so happy! It reall does brighten up my day.
I know this is unrelated, but doesn`t give youa rush everytime you experiment with new things, whether it`s a new combination of clothing, the way you eat something differently or using different colours or mediums? I love the stimulation of soemthing new...and I suppose that`s why I`ve called it palette; experiment with different things on your palette of paints to create something special.
So yeah, that`s all from me pretty much.
*peace out.
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Sunday, March 2, 2008
Monday, February 25, 2008
P stands for Prayers
Now Playing - Kissing You - Girls' Generation
(Note: I will only be naming the first song playing due to my laziness ^^;;)
Oh gosh...
So much has happened in my brain in the last few days. Dinner dance prep, dinner dance, homework, Evie`s bday and now stress of school.
I will get over it.
I will get over it.
I have to.
Screw the expectation.
Screw the pride.
Screw the...everything.
I just want to be happy.
Sometiems I wonder how the world works. I wonder how God is. I want to talk to him, just one on one. See how he is, how he copes with stuff and why he does the thigns he does the things he does. Like in Bruce Almighty when Jim Carrey talks to Morgan Freeman. I want to talk to God sometiems, when I`m scared or lonely, becasue at least he won`t look down on someone like society does. I wonder how people sleep at night, making a living out of processing lies just for the sick entertainment of other, btu causing so much grief. I suppose I can`t say anything, seeing as I myself am guilty of that.
Oh...I better leave it.
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(Note: I will only be naming the first song playing due to my laziness ^^;;)
Oh gosh...
So much has happened in my brain in the last few days. Dinner dance prep, dinner dance, homework, Evie`s bday and now stress of school.
I will get over it.
I will get over it.
I have to.
Screw the expectation.
Screw the pride.
Screw the...everything.
I just want to be happy.
Sometiems I wonder how the world works. I wonder how God is. I want to talk to him, just one on one. See how he is, how he copes with stuff and why he does the thigns he does the things he does. Like in Bruce Almighty when Jim Carrey talks to Morgan Freeman. I want to talk to God sometiems, when I`m scared or lonely, becasue at least he won`t look down on someone like society does. I wonder how people sleep at night, making a living out of processing lies just for the sick entertainment of other, btu causing so much grief. I suppose I can`t say anything, seeing as I myself am guilty of that.
Oh...I better leave it.
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
P is for Project
I wanted to add this post but nto as an entry, but as a goal setting device. I realise that CNY is ending tomorrow, so I wanted to set some goals for this new Chinese Nwe Year. Seeing as the Year of the Rat is good time to start things =)
1) Do well in my studies - I need to average about a b+ or A in each subject if I want to do well I spose. Special focus on Art, Physics, I. Calc, Chem and Lit.
2) Get a job - So I can start to save up for Uni
3) Become more fit ( Lose Weight) - NO MORE FAT JOKES. And also for general Wellbeing.
4) Stay positive - I need this the most.
5) Become more independent - So I don`t have to rely so much on my parents.
That`s all for me now.
1) Do well in my studies - I need to average about a b+ or A in each subject if I want to do well I spose. Special focus on Art, Physics, I. Calc, Chem and Lit.
2) Get a job - So I can start to save up for Uni
3) Become more fit ( Lose Weight) - NO MORE FAT JOKES. And also for general Wellbeing.
4) Stay positive - I need this the most.
5) Become more independent - So I don`t have to rely so much on my parents.
That`s all for me now.
P is for Plato
Now Playing - A Fool's Only Tears - Big Bang
Scuse me for naming the post after Plato...school has affected me in wayy too many ways. Whether it be about philosphers or the renaissance, it`s raelly alot to handle right now.
I`m happy to anounce that since the last post, alot of my problems have been resolved, one being the dinner dance. So far my dinner dance radar has been on red alert seeign as it`s only about 3 days until it actually happens. To be truthful I`m a bit scared for several different reasons; date, bling and hair & makeup. The date thing I sorted out; I`m taking Teressa (sp?) brother, Tom. What I am scared about is him. Now I don`t mean to overgeneralise and be racist to all the Viets out there, but it seems to me that the Viet boy community seem all to be gangster? Tom is no exception to this rule? I mean, he`s really friendly and nice, but the stuff Iv`e been hearing about him...they aren`t always very flattering to one`s character. I don`t really want to elaborate much more on there, but then who cares? It`s only one night. Next is bling, I HAVE NO NECKLACE TO WEAR >__<. Hair & makeup is also a problem, well more like hair beign the problem. I can`t decide whether to have it up or down ont he night. I think I will probably leave it up on the night but I still have to arrange an appointment and stuff. Fingers crossed for me that everythign will be good on the day.
Gahh... and this whole time my mum is hissing to me to worry about my camp requirements, which is VERY UNGLAM and a much less interesting subject to discuss. I mean given a chjoice to talk about who you`re taking, what you`re wearing and the excitement about the whole Dinner dance compared to the whining about the animalistic 10 days without a shower living like a savage in the rain and mud down in Wapole with the possibility of being put in the same group as the Big Ethell herself, I think I have a pretty good idea of which one I would rather be takling about.
AHHH!!!! And SCHOOL is stressing my hair white!! I got used to I.Calc, Geo&Trig and yadda but NOT PHYSICS. I swear physics with Mr. Rumford-ten-to-the-negative-five-leg-lunges is like a magic shows; he magically writes physics equations on the board, chants some physics related spells and voila, you leave class scratching your head and wondering how he did it. It`s like they need to produce a Cassii-friendly physics teaching way, becasue HELL I don`t get the mirror formula or stuff related to the focal point or reflections reflecting upon themselves.
Firk, art is actually growing on me now. I actually know who Giotto and Botticelli are (although the spelling may be dodge) and specific paintings such as the Primavera in relation to the Renaissance. I can`t help but think that the Renaissance seemed like such a wonderful time in the history when people came to appreciate the arts and the discovery of new places, bioogy and other things. I sound like a freak already I realise. I`m really falling in love with inks; they`re so beautiful to work with and vibrant in colour. I could seriouisly go on. On the other hand I`m finding everythign else in art incredibly borign as I can`t seem to do any nude drawing proportions or tone right. And my folio is empty.
Socially, everythign seems to be okay. If weather can relate to my mood, it seems like a sunny day with the occaisional dark clouds. My anger with Rebecca seems to have died down a little seeign as avoiding is best. My relationship with the year 12s especially Jackie, Teressa and stuff seems kind of weird. I usually feel really happy when I see them, but... I dunno ever since Tom, it`s liek I`m embarassed to see them. I feel really bad. I need to get over this one, cuz they`re seriously like my Da Jie's. Naomi and me are cool, we`re pretty close cuz we hang out alot. I`m lovign Xue, she`s so cute with her cute new fringe and we hang out quite a lot now. Halse seemed to be pretty pissed off today so we (Naomi&me) dunno whether she`s angry at us or something. Hoft has been...meh. I think she`s having an off day at me. She`s gettign irritated at me...I get the feeling it`s like a Me and Rebecca relationship. Rachel was interrogatign me today about camp. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO BLOODY TELL YOU WITHOUT YOU BLOWING UP AT ME? NO! I DON`T WANT YOU IN MY BIVVY. I NEVER HAVE, NOT EVEN WHEN I FIRST MET YOU! I DON`T FREAKIGN GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. I feel sorry for Laura, I heard that Rachel pretty much broke any form of ncieness to her and told her that she wasn`t welcome to be our bivvies. Well, to tell yout he truth, I`d ratehr Laura over rahcel pretty much anyday. Except for the days Laura tells me thigns I don`t want to knwo abotu Tom. That`s the only thing =) Michelle has also got on my good book, she`s so funny sometimes and same with Bethany (SURPRISINGLY). I fidn it hard that close to a month ago I was hating her guts, but she`s actually being nice to me, so it`s all good. I think.
It`s so wonderful how manipulative, temperamental and bitchy girls (like me) get.
And another weird thing. I`ve suddenly realised how plastic I`ve bcome in the lead up to my dinner dance. I care so much about appearance, opinions and bugging my parents without feeling much guilt I`m really heartless. Please save me whoever is up ther, cuz if you don`t Im going to turn into a bitch.
I need sleep.
x sweet dreamz
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Scuse me for naming the post after Plato...school has affected me in wayy too many ways. Whether it be about philosphers or the renaissance, it`s raelly alot to handle right now.
I`m happy to anounce that since the last post, alot of my problems have been resolved, one being the dinner dance. So far my dinner dance radar has been on red alert seeign as it`s only about 3 days until it actually happens. To be truthful I`m a bit scared for several different reasons; date, bling and hair & makeup. The date thing I sorted out; I`m taking Teressa (sp?) brother, Tom. What I am scared about is him. Now I don`t mean to overgeneralise and be racist to all the Viets out there, but it seems to me that the Viet boy community seem all to be gangster? Tom is no exception to this rule? I mean, he`s really friendly and nice, but the stuff Iv`e been hearing about him...they aren`t always very flattering to one`s character. I don`t really want to elaborate much more on there, but then who cares? It`s only one night. Next is bling, I HAVE NO NECKLACE TO WEAR >__<. Hair & makeup is also a problem, well more like hair beign the problem. I can`t decide whether to have it up or down ont he night. I think I will probably leave it up on the night but I still have to arrange an appointment and stuff. Fingers crossed for me that everythign will be good on the day.
Gahh... and this whole time my mum is hissing to me to worry about my camp requirements, which is VERY UNGLAM and a much less interesting subject to discuss. I mean given a chjoice to talk about who you`re taking, what you`re wearing and the excitement about the whole Dinner dance compared to the whining about the animalistic 10 days without a shower living like a savage in the rain and mud down in Wapole with the possibility of being put in the same group as the Big Ethell herself, I think I have a pretty good idea of which one I would rather be takling about.
AHHH!!!! And SCHOOL is stressing my hair white!! I got used to I.Calc, Geo&Trig and yadda but NOT PHYSICS. I swear physics with Mr. Rumford-ten-to-the-negative-five-leg-lunges is like a magic shows; he magically writes physics equations on the board, chants some physics related spells and voila, you leave class scratching your head and wondering how he did it. It`s like they need to produce a Cassii-friendly physics teaching way, becasue HELL I don`t get the mirror formula or stuff related to the focal point or reflections reflecting upon themselves.
Firk, art is actually growing on me now. I actually know who Giotto and Botticelli are (although the spelling may be dodge) and specific paintings such as the Primavera in relation to the Renaissance. I can`t help but think that the Renaissance seemed like such a wonderful time in the history when people came to appreciate the arts and the discovery of new places, bioogy and other things. I sound like a freak already I realise. I`m really falling in love with inks; they`re so beautiful to work with and vibrant in colour. I could seriouisly go on. On the other hand I`m finding everythign else in art incredibly borign as I can`t seem to do any nude drawing proportions or tone right. And my folio is empty.
Socially, everythign seems to be okay. If weather can relate to my mood, it seems like a sunny day with the occaisional dark clouds. My anger with Rebecca seems to have died down a little seeign as avoiding is best. My relationship with the year 12s especially Jackie, Teressa and stuff seems kind of weird. I usually feel really happy when I see them, but... I dunno ever since Tom, it`s liek I`m embarassed to see them. I feel really bad. I need to get over this one, cuz they`re seriously like my Da Jie's. Naomi and me are cool, we`re pretty close cuz we hang out alot. I`m lovign Xue, she`s so cute with her cute new fringe and we hang out quite a lot now. Halse seemed to be pretty pissed off today so we (Naomi&me) dunno whether she`s angry at us or something. Hoft has been...meh. I think she`s having an off day at me. She`s gettign irritated at me...I get the feeling it`s like a Me and Rebecca relationship. Rachel was interrogatign me today about camp. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO BLOODY TELL YOU WITHOUT YOU BLOWING UP AT ME? NO! I DON`T WANT YOU IN MY BIVVY. I NEVER HAVE, NOT EVEN WHEN I FIRST MET YOU! I DON`T FREAKIGN GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE. I feel sorry for Laura, I heard that Rachel pretty much broke any form of ncieness to her and told her that she wasn`t welcome to be our bivvies. Well, to tell yout he truth, I`d ratehr Laura over rahcel pretty much anyday. Except for the days Laura tells me thigns I don`t want to knwo abotu Tom. That`s the only thing =) Michelle has also got on my good book, she`s so funny sometimes and same with Bethany (SURPRISINGLY). I fidn it hard that close to a month ago I was hating her guts, but she`s actually being nice to me, so it`s all good. I think.
It`s so wonderful how manipulative, temperamental and bitchy girls (like me) get.
And another weird thing. I`ve suddenly realised how plastic I`ve bcome in the lead up to my dinner dance. I care so much about appearance, opinions and bugging my parents without feeling much guilt I`m really heartless. Please save me whoever is up ther, cuz if you don`t Im going to turn into a bitch.
I need sleep.
x sweet dreamz
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